Everything

How would I observe 2015? How would I honor the beginning of a New Year? Because New Year has always been unimportant to me. Now we are heading to the end of March. Three months have left the opening curtain to the continual/new plays of life. The achievements somehow seem so dim almost nothing. I once had New Year resolutions back in 2012 whereby having an ice-cream while riding on carousel was on the top of everything; as cliche as it may sound, nothing was unlocked. So I gave up. 2012 taught me a lot of life lessons and those made the fake pledges not well thought out. I started to realize life cannot be all planned and jotted down onto a piece of paper. Of course there will be a lot of times an alarm bell ringing at the state of I am not prepared but a lotta bottle in me surely can combat all the rumpus. I just gotta believe. 

We take a chance from time to time And put our necks out on the line And you have broken every promise that we made And I have loved you anyway Took a fine time to leave me hangin' out to dry Understand now I'm greivin' So don't you waste my time Cause you have taken All the wind out from my sails And I have loved you just the same We finally find this Then you're gone Been chasin' rainbows all along And you have cursed me When there's no one left to blame And I have loved you just the same And you have broken every single fucking rule And I have loved you like a fool