You know the sensation when you bite down with an amalgam filling against tinfoil? That's how I feel right now, only from inside my chest, a poisonous, sick fizzling of nerves below my rib cage. Nothing went in from the movie I watched just now and the novel I read, just as distractions for me without having tried it too hard.
I am tired. I am sick of this situation.
Allah, Ya Allah. :'(